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Name: *Marca*<3
Birthday: 8/31/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: My interests include old movies, comedy movies, playing tennis, John Grisham books, star gazing, traveling, singing<- i <3 to sing!, watching Football, Cleveland Browns, and SHOPPING. i saved the best for last lol
Occupation: Executive
Industry: Legal
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Member Since:
8/10/2004
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| wow, it's time for an update!
this is going to be random. i'll just fill you in on the major things that have been happening.
shew, life is going good. ryan and i have been talking and last night he asked me out! it was soo sweet and i'm so happy. :) it makes me realize that what i had with jeremy wasn't really anything special. i don't know why we held on for so long.
so lately, i have been spending time with ryan! we walked in the park and played on the playground equipment together lol. tennis is starting, so that's gonna be fun. i love my girlies.
today, logan lost to ravenswood. it was soo sad, and it hasn't really hit me yet. i just think we are going back tomorrow to be in the final game. it's hard, but we are all proud of their terrific season! grrreat season boys! we love ya!! :)
i need to find a prom dress. staci and i are goin' dress shopping tomorrow! woo hoo.
i have lost 12 pounds. i don't wanna lose anymore lol
i'm soo excited about prom even though i don't even know who i'm going with.
march 8th was ashley's 17th birthday. haha we had her a surprise birthday party in the tennis building. that was fun:)
well, i'm gonna go! :))))
ryan michael*<3
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| hey! this week has been so much better than i thought it would be! i MIGHT be going to Hawaii on march 10th. i will know today though, so i hope i get to go!:)
on a different, i found a whole song that relates to my TOTAL feelings. it's like i'm singing the whole song. it's so sad to listen to it, but i know everything is going to be just fine. ya know how songs can relate to you, but it's never the whole song. it's maybe just a chorus or the verse. well, this song is like my whole heart singing.
"What Hurts The Most" by Rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
^^^^^ the last part is soo true. but anyway, hope everyone's life is going well!:) more of an update later* | | |
| well, so much has happened lately.
okay, you know the saying "breaking up is hard to do" well in my case it really wasn't, which is good. jeremy and i broke up friday. it was very unexpected, but that happens i guess. i don't hate him, or dislike him. he showed me what it was like to love somebody. i had liked him so long, and i've never really tried to let anyone else in my life. so, i want to give someone else a try. i wasn't really that upset, and the past couple of days have been a blast, seriously.=)letting go has been so much easier than i thought it would.
on a better note, The concert on thursday night was absolutely amazing. Brad performed the best, but Sara Evans did awesome too. Billy Currington doesn't have a lot of songs, so that's why he was just good. I got my pictures back from Wal*Mart, and they turned out great. The Big Sandy Arena in Huntington is much smaller than i thought it would be, and i couldn't believe that Brad Paisley didn't even sell that out. I almost cried when he sang "When I got Where I'm Going" because on the screen it had people who had passed away and then it said "We love our West Virginia Miners" and it named all the miners who were affected and it was just soo sad. :( My favorite song he sang was Mud on the Tires. shew, i liked all of them. and almost everyone had their lampshades on their heads when he sang "Alcohol" haha. The whole time Sara Evans was playing there were these boys that kept yelling "Will you marry me?" to her. haha. Oh, and i thought this was very nice of Brad Paisley. He gave all the miners's families free tickets to the concert, free backstage passes, free dinner with him, and free hotel stays. i thought that was just so sweet=) I also learned that Brad Paisley is more entertaining than i thought he was. He really worked the crowd, and i had good seats. i was on the floor about 20 rows back. yay=)
friday night after the breakup, katie, ashley, brent, christina, rachel, miranda, and i wanted to bowl, but they had leagues so we all went to wal*mart. then that got boring, and then brent, ash, miranda, and i went back to katie's and played scene it. haha i'm good at that game!=) then i spent the night with ashley.
saturday-i went to wal*mart with katie, and then went to the game!!! it was awesome and we won by one point in overtime. tonight is the Westside game and i'm soo excited. IT'S GONNA BE CRAZY!! then ashley, rachel, joe, zeto, brent, michael, miranda, and i went to giovanni's. yumm it was goood =) then i came home.
sunday-tanned, ate, went to the nursing home. my grandmother had a bad day. it was verry sad=( and went to wal*mart with kathryn. we had some laughs, then came back here and talked on here. =)
this morning- i had to wake up so early to take jaclyn to math field day. shew, then i came back and tried to go back to sleep but i couldn't. i'm gonna straighten my room, tan, go get a physical, then come back here and get ready for tonight's ball game=)
leave some comments to make me smile. love yaaaa!
i'll post pics of brad paisley later
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| hey guys! here goes my update
friday was the fashion show! it was a lot of fun! and i got into an argument with someone because she stole my dress even after she asked me 3 different times if it was mine. =)i told her yes it was mine 3 times and she still put it on her, but guess who got to wear it.. me! my dad came to watch me, so that was cool. then friday night jeremy came over and i really wanted to watch the opening ceremony of the olympics cause i've never seen it, but we forgot to! poo on that. then jeremy started talking to dad in the living room and i laid down on jeremy's shoulder and went right to sleep while they talked lol they said i would wake up and join in their conversation then go back to bed lol i was out for about 2 hours haha
saturday- woke up and did kickboxing with my aunt. that stuff hurtss!! then went to subway. then i got to go with ashley and her family to the mall which was great cause i still hadn't returned stuff from Christmas!! that's crazy lol from American Eagle i got : a very cute bra, sunglasses, and a shirt to wear to the Brad Paisley concert thursday. it's just a aqua blue polo, but it's cute. then i finally got some new eyeshadow and mascara from Clinique. the eyeshadow is blue and i don't really like blue eyeshadow on me, but this kind is pretty=)
then i came back here and decided i wanted to spend the night with ashley. soo her dad came and got me. brent was there when i got there and we all just watched tv. then finally, the ice skating part of the Olympics came on! it was the pairs and it was soo good! i love the ice skating. i think the summer olympics are better, but both are just great:)) then we went to bed
sunday- woke up to LOTS of snow. ashley's house has so much more than my house lol then i came home early. after i used ashley's ab lounge. i really like that thing, and she said they have it at wal*mart so now i really want one. lol then ran jaclyn to one of her friend's house. then stopped by my aunt's house to run on the treadmill. well, dad called and made me come home cause the roads were getting bad already. it was snowing like crazy. jeremy came over and we talked about some serious things and we are all better. thank goodness. i really love him, and i absolutely hate it when he argue. then we wanted to play in the snow, so we went to his house cause there is a big open field right across from where he lives lol. we were wrestling in the snow. and i got a kiss when it was snowing. i love snow kisses lol awh it was so cute and COLD lol then megan came outside and we were all playing tackle football. lotsss of fun. then we went inside and had burritos.. yummmmmm and i had pineapple. that is the best fruit! lol then jeremy and i came here to watch the wvu vs georgetown game. wvu won! woot. jeremy had to leave at halftime cause the roads were really bad. when we were on the way to my house, we were sliding on the road.. shew that's scary. then i watched the olympics and looked outside and the roads were covered so i knew we weren't gonna have school today lol
today- eaten a lot, layed aruond, and i have actually cleaned my room. lol very shocking, i know.
jeremy-i love you. i'm so glad we are better. =)))))))
tomorrow is valentine's day and i don't remember ever having a good one!!! but i'm looking forward to tomorrow cause i know everything will be okay and i'm getting to spend it with my baby.lol he's taking me to chirico's. yumm
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